Christians were not born again to abort their own kin.

I keep trying to wrap my head around Christians justifying abortion.

I get why nonbelievers vote for choice.

That’s not even my conversation. I pray for that group to find their own peace but I have no interest whatsoever in riding to battle on a dead horse.

However, GP-God’s People, my brother, my sister it just is so incredibly beyond my level of understanding.

No we are not perfect.

Of course we all sin, fall, and make mistakes. I get all of that. Yes a sin is a sin and the judgment will be the same in our father’s eyes but that doesn’t make the children’s lives of any less value.

The argument of it is dead already, well if that were true you wouldn’t be in an abortion clinic, you’d be in an emergency or L&D room being induced, delivering an unfortunate cause of still birth. Yes, it would be a horrible pain that I hate to see anyone go through. Many women in the Bible had to endure that hardship and heartache. But God blessed them later with another child. If you believe in God like I know many of you do, then you know He’s got your front, back, and side in EVERY battle you go through.

God doesn’t stop loving you just because you have a baby with the wrong person or you don’t finish school. God doesn’t stop hearing your prayers because you impulsively married the wrong man. You got divorced and the father was an addict who often abused you? Yea I almost married that guy too. He was going to kill me if I didn’t abort my baby. We had a horrific physical fight. But I made up in my mind I would die before I’d let anyone decide my child’s fate. I ended up miscarrying. It was unfortunate but God brought me past that pain and taught me how to love all over again. Now I have a beautiful healthy son and two bonus daughters.

God doesn’t say to hell with this one they are a lost cause. So why would we? Because some doctor thought it would be a good idea to give women a choice of motherhood? Look as a Christian our body does not belong to us. That’s why we face so much turmoil because of the crap we drag our own temple through. Our body is a vessel that God uses to bear another breathing living being. You don’t choose having a baby anymore than you choose waking up the next day. It’s God’s gift to you. A non-Christ-believer simply can’t understand that, it’s why they fight so hard to defy our core beliefs.

A lot of people are angry because they are hurt. They are disappointed with their own moral compass.

But you can’t look at them and decide your fate either. You can only remind yourself as a Christian you’ve been born again and thank God our savior doesn’t ever choose to abort us.

Look I am not judging you. I am calling you out. I’m asking you to reconsider. I’m begging you to not think of yourself, don’t think of your non-Christian friend that doesn’t see sin or life as you do. Don’t think of a #shoutyourabortion campaign as something of comfort. It’s like heroine for an addict on a day where he runs out of change. A literal design by demons to confuse love with hate and gratitude with guilt. God is not the author of confusion my brethren! So think again!

Think of Jesus and how he held ALL the children in his hands.

Some were too poor to feed themselves but he gave them bread.

Some were orphans and he introduced them to his own father for protection.

Some were too rich to fathom being loved for free but he showed them intangible peace.

Some were sick and it seems so unfair but in his arms he made them well.

Some were dead. He laid his hands on them and brought them BACK TO LIFE!

See our God doesn’t ask us to sacrifice our children for selfish success. He is in the miracle business and if you’re a believer then you don’t have to do anything but BELIEVE!

People that don’t know me and the journey God brought me from think I just don’t care. I care much more than anyone could imagine or handle. It’s 5am and what am i doing as my miracle baby sleeps next to me? I’m writing to you. I care so much that even though many of you won’t listen to me now, I’ll still be here when you call me from that clinic. – CatCares@SilenceUnchained.com

Even if you delete me for flooding your newsfeed, you may mock me on your own time, you probably think I’m one radical delusional woman to stand against the freedom of choice. That’s fine too. I’m not anti-choice! I’m pro-voice! And that baby has a story they would love to tell you!

I’m going to pray the world makes the right decision. And I’ll let God guide you as to what is right for you. If ever you need me to hold your hand back to a safe space I’ll do that too. But I don’t want to see ANY WOMAN ever have to overcome that pain.

Don’t look at me to be perfect or think I have all the answers because I don’t. You can point the finger and show me all my own sins. I’ll put them right in the forefront for you to take your pick of which one you want to tear into first. I’m not condemning you to hell. And believe me I know those babies are in heaven so that’s not my concern.

You can blast me on social media for being a hypocrite. You can tell me I’m hateful, regressive to a progressing society and foolish. But this society is progressing into the most confusion it has ever seen. People don’t even want to identify with the very body they were born into. But that’s for another topic, another day. You can do whatever you so feel led to do.

I know when I lay my head down at night if I can save one woman from aborting her future baby then in my mind, God just used me to grow a whole village for him. So imagine what he can do with a nation.

Face it Mamas. We don’t raise these babies on our own, so we should never let the enemy or anyone else make us feel so alone that we give up the fight for that baby to have a better chance than we did.

A good friend comforted me when I was getting ready to deliver my first born.

She said, “your body was made for this, it’s going to deliver your baby whether you think you’re ready or not. It’s your mind you have to convince.”

I’m not really sure of her belief background but she has such a beautiful soul with a strong will and God used her to pop my baby out that week, healthy and strong. I kept repeating that to myself over and over again as I experienced and overcame the scariest moment of my life. Not because of the pain but because what if I screw something up? What if I’m not a good Mom? What if my past comes to haunt me and I can’t give my kid all the things they need?

Those same insecurities raced through my brain trying to cloud my mind from hearing God’s voice. But I listened to the army God surrounded me with instead.

That was my choice. And I thank God I made it in his name.

People call me negative but there is nothing more dark than comforting someone as they do something they will regret for the rest of their lives just because in that moment they think it’s the right thing to do. And you think you’re being a good friend.

If you hear me at all, please do your research, fact check, do what you got to do.

But most importantly remember with all the degrees in the world we will never understand it all and in that moment, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take. Don’t be impressed with your own wisdom. Instead, fear the Lord and turn away from evil. Then you will have healing for your body and strength for your bones.”

Proverbs 3:5-8 NLT

We should not be fighting on two different sides of a battle when we serve the same loving, caring, protecting, and forgiving God.

Sincerely,

A once very broken woman that Jesus still wanted to hold. And because of his arms alone I know in my heart, no baby is worth letting go.

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