Remember Me

imageWritten 08/09/10

I want to be recognized..for more than my wonderwoman strides

The kryptonite in my eyes…

Let him mesmorize..
over something other than the luscious width in my voluptious thighs.

Or that sexy tone in my voice
I once used to poise, from my hips to lypnotize.

My lyrics form
a summer storm
so twisted
Even tantric love doesnt carry such a spiritual gift.

I want to marry him so deep
My telepathic mind will make him rise
Like the midnight tides.

I want to be called porcelain
Only bc my man treats me like a queen.

I want my victorious quality to outrun my failed quantities in dreams.

I want to live a world accepted for its many different hues.
N the people to never question me bc my face doesnt match their views.

I want to film family portaits
With no dollar to ever be seen.

I want my future daughter to love the phenomenal woman she will be.

I want my future son to respect every woman as though one day she could be his queen.

Beauty is only skin deep if you never look past where the wound bleeds.

I want all the people to hear me when i speak
Bc like the King i too have a dream.

I never want to forget
those times i knew i would regret.

I want the people to
Remember me
by something other than ms december.

To remember me when they need a friend to call.
When God seems too far
But their heart is so tender.

Remember my pain
but recognize my gain.

I want God to speak his words through my tongue.

Spread his love with my touch.

Thy will shall be done.

He loves us all so much.

You know the rest.
Im not meaning to add to the word.
But to assure his voice is heard..

I want the people to remember
He gave his only begotten son.
So that we would not die in this flesh.
But be saved to tell everyone.

A testimony to test
Just how much we are willing to undress.
Not our clothing on our chest.
But the armor of deception we
Hide under our breast.

I have no reason left to lie.
I want my flaws to be buried with me when i die.
I love so intimately i want God to send me a man willing to wait for me to be his wife.
Bc he and I both know as many ends it took for us to begin i want him to come in only if he stays for life.

I want people to never be ashamed from where you come or what youre going thru. When people see you
Best believe.
They will call you brand new.

Just Smile and say thank you.
Bc god has placed you
so far down the avenue of truth
They have to seek Him
before they can drive the path that leads to you.

Dont get me wrong.
Its never easy but its not too late.
Just stay focused and always keep your faith.

Trust me i can relate.

I drank more times than i care to recall.
Smoked more leaves than trees lose in the fall.
So lost in suicidal thoughts i even failed at death.
God knocked me to my knees til i felt nothing was left.

But as God always does
With his everlasting love..
He forgave me
Yesterday i sinned and today the devil will try to play me.
But God still stands reaching out for my hand and he wants to hold yours too.

I thank him every second i feel pain
Bc i am alive to bleed.
I thank him for his blessings when i fall
Bc hes preparing me to fly.
I thank him for making me from the rib of a man.
So i can still feel protected no matter how many men have let me cry.

When you see thru the tears, and appreciate the years of pain.
A woman of wisdom and stength rises from vain.

I want them to remember me for always having faith.
But most important i want them to remember My God
The reason i have such a memorable face.

 

© Brittany Casstevens and bCompelledtowrite, 08/09/2010 Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without express and written permission from this blog’s author and/or owner is strictly prohibited. Excerpts and links may be used, provided that full and clear credit is given to Brittany Casstevens and bCompelledtowrite with appropriate and specific direction to the original content.

image(Photo found on Facebook)

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s